Nervous Breakdown

Saya di tahap NERVOUS BREAKDOWN ....
HEART-WRACKING....
FRIGHTENED....


NOW....


YUPP.... NOWW,,,,, bukan esok...bukan semalam... lg2 la buukan minggu depan wokeh...


knp sy mcm tak keruan?


semuanya gara2 susulan dr kisah INI....


hahahaha, cess.... mcm drama bersiri lak ada susulan2 bagai eh... well, cerite kena ada gempak sket...mana tau lps2 ni anak cucu lak bacer blog ni...takder la spoon feed sgt kn?


eh..eh..eh...dah ngarot ke tempat lain.... back to the main point...


saya SERIAU sekarang ni... tatau apa makna SERIAU, cr dlm kamus okeh... sy takder masa nk explain dikala jantung mcm nk meletop nih...


yer...sy stress sebab susulan kisah INI... sy tunggu jawapan Temuduga KPLI.... sy stress...tatau apa jwpn esok...


Do I get the chance?
What if I got it? Of course YIPPEE!!!! Alhamdulillah... but I will need to think how to resign my current job.... urghh...meeting that disaster EVIL is the last thing I want to do right now...
But what if I didnt get it? is that mean that I need to face that evil again and again? urrggghhh.... nightmare...please go away...


 I need to sleep right now.... I need to stay calm....


kena tabah ok... kena terima dgn hati terbuka apa jua keputusannya...


Insyaallah...klu rezeki tu takkan kemana....


toodles...





X.O.X.O

New Year

Still not working today... today as 3rd January 2011 - Monday...


Canon Opto Malaysia working day for Year 2011 will only started on Tuesday 4th January...


My resolution entry still not published yet...later will be published...


I'm going to spend another 1 day LIBURAN sblm meng0hang0kan kepala ditempat kije smuler...


oh2... hubby dah dtg... nk pg celebrate surprise birthday party for our dearest friend... Awien...


Toodles...

X.O.X.O

Update Dr Email Office....

Halluuuuuuu.......
kembali ke tempat kerja hari ini....
semakin lama semakin tidak sabar menerima layanan si Pendek ini....
semakin sakit jiwa ku ini.... tp takper...usah spoilkn mood kau gara2
dia ok....
nk citer psl interview KPLI smlm la....
pg2 dh bgn, capai notes yg dh buat cincai boncai dulu...baca smbl mata
nk terkatup... bgn solat subuh jap, pastu terus bgn bersiap.
turun2 bwh tgk mum dh bersiap nk keluar...apa lg, kelam kabut la thn dia..
sbb? Essay satu lg tak wat!!! WAAAAAAAAA....... MATIIIIII!!!!! nasib
baik mum sudi bg ayat... it really helps me, mum...Thanks...
dh siap kemaskini file, terus gerak.... sblm kuar rumah dgn kaki kana,
baca selawat dulu n 3 Qul... tarik nafas pnjg2 n start the engine....
Jammed sket kt Setapak, biaser la tu kn... lps je bulatan pahang - PWTC,
jln dh clear... so drive perlahan2 n akhirnyer smpi ke IPG Bahasa
Antarabangsa, Jalan Pantai, KL. Msk jer lorong satu lg slps lorong msk
UM..wallah, sampe sudah...Jam br pukul 9pagi...
Ok, kena menapak yer ke tpt interview.. nasib baik ada teman berjalan
kaki, Nurul Huda namanyer... senyuman dia manis n becok bercerita...
seronok gak lyn dia... smpi jer kt kelas tpt kitorg di-dividekn ke group
msg2...menunggu smpi kol 11.30pagi utk Group kami start... sblm tu
sempat gak berbual dgn group sblmnyer....
nervous ok... sgt nervous mendengar cerita2 candidate sblm ni... quiet
tough must I say... and quiet scary... they asked about NKRA, MBMMBI,
abolishment of Public Examination and bla..bla... soalan wajib WHY WANT
TO BE A TEACHER, sudah semestinya lbh menggerunkn apatah lg interviewer
itew digambarkan sebg SGT PROVOCATIVE!!!
well...finally its our time... there are 4 of us... me, Sunthi, Nazifah
and Mohd Asmi (the only guy in the group).
we entered the room and started to answered the Essay question. There
are 2 questions we need to choose either one...
1. Love stills holds a great moment in the modern day. Discuss.
2. Corruptions can be eradicated through stiffer punishment. Do you
agree?
Oh dear... what I need to write with the 1st question? of coourse I
choose Q.2... I loved punishing people... huhuhuhuhu
then, come with 2nd session... Group Interview...
we need to discuss among us (Like MUET) the 2 topic they gave...
I cant really remember the exact question, but I'll tried my best...
1. Do you agree that we need to inject elements of fun in learning?
2. Suggest the best way to make teaching more fun and interesting.
I was the one who conquered being the chairperson eventhough the
interviewer doesnt point out anybody... when I saw that nobody didnt
start yet, I volunteered.... I just want to finished all this...
However, I'm a bit sympathy with the only guy in our group.... he seems
shy and lost in his own world... he didnt really give any good reaction
to our discussions.... I hope he did well in his Essay and One-To-One
Interview...
My One-to-One interview? I will tell you some other times... I'm not
ready to share it now...huhuhuhuhu....some other times ok? I cant give
you tips right now... If I succeed with this round... I will share the
tips... or else... I still need to learn more...not deserve to give tips....
but 1 reminder to me...
if you applied for Bahasa Inggeris course, pleassseeeeeee.... do your
homework in English!!! Not in Malay coz you will fully utilized the
answers in the questions in ENGLISH!!!
huhuhuh...oh well... its over now... now what I need to do is...
PRAY... PRAY... PRAY....
hopefully luck is on my side... I really want to be a TEACHER.... so
badly!!!!
Pray for me, aite? Love you!!!

Toodles.....

Sekian Lama

ehem...ehem...

huhuhuhu...main ehem2 pulak.... 
udah le dah berkurun lamer tak meng-update...
masa yang terhad menghalang segala aktiviti saya...


well.... what's new with me?
I hv a lot to write....but so limited time... n mata sudah mahu terkatup.....
I only hv time to jeling2 FB dan membuat sedikit bacaan...
novel yg dh terbeli byk2 dr Kaki Novel pon tak terhabis2 lg khatamnyer....


Ok.... update tentang saya...


1. semalam, baru jer tonton cerita yg best ni....dgn Aniey (xschoolmate) and Aqeela...
    nak bg 8/10 stars for this movie.... saya suker.... Prince Caspian is super HEWT!!!! and saya sukar soundtrack dia!!!!

selepas menonton cerita ini yang sgt best...(bersama hubby sekali... n bersama adik2 sekali) Hermoine dah sgt cantek... n saya nk bag serbaguna dia...kecil but very2 useful!!!

masih kepingin menonton NGANGKUNG (sbb rmi kater citer ni best), TANGLED (citer kartun Rapunzel... saya mmg gurlie2 skek ek....), HANTU KAK LIMAH BALIK KAMPUNG (trailer mcm best giller... sequence citer Zombie Kg Pisang) dan..... citer AKU MASIH DARA (sbb title dia jer dh kelakar.... trailer dia pon sgt poyo lawak... best gak gelakkan bimbos2 dlm citer tu... bukan artis2 tu yg bimbos...tp betina2 bengong watak cerita tu yg sudah semestinya wujud diluar sana kan...)


2. I'm trying hard to conceive eventhough hubby doesnt seem interested with that idea.... weird huh? normally, pompuan jer yg tanak anak, nk jaga badan... but in my case, hubby doesnt eager to have kids....tp saya tanak putus asa.... pg berurut n berubat selagi boleh!!! CHAIYYOK!!


3. I'm working at Canon Opto Malaysia as Production Planner... I love the environment, the friends were great... the job were tough and challenging... but I'm eager to QUIT... cuz I HATE THE IDIOTIC-SHORT-PERASAN CANTEK-BITCH IN THE DEPT... she's the Asst Mgr, and she's hubby's cousin....and she's annoying and BITCH!!! everyone hates her... not to exaggerate if I say the entire factory staff dont like her.... she's a truly BITCH... Bitchier than Maria and Sharifah (previous bosses). selalu perasan dia anggun jelita, tak padan dgn mulut sumbing dan berstruktur pendek.... biler meeting dlm gelap hanya bertemankan cahaya projector, kelihatan kedut2 wajah disana sini.... cantek la sgt!!!!

I'm wondering...is it really my fate meeting these biatch bosses?  whenever I felt comfortable with my work....there always comes these test for me to deal with these assholes..... everytime.... I have became fedup with these types of person.... I hope one day when I became a BOSS, I will not be as bitch as they are.....


4. Relationship, marriage wise... me n hubby still in long distance marriage life... we only will ended it once hubby finished his duties at Pahang.... no, I will not follow him to Pahang...no offences, but for me, the place will make me bored to death!!! So for now... he will come back to hometown once or twice a week.... depends on his availability.... and I missed him all the time... sob..sob...sob...


5. Last month I went for MTEST, a test for get a place in KPLI.... and early this month, I received an offer for an interview... YIPPEE!!! I made it... I truly nailed the exam paper.... now I hv to nailed the interview eventhough ppl keep saying that I already got the spot... the interview is only a process need to do... no.. I cant OVER EXCITED!!! I need this so much!! This is my destiny.... I need to calm down n be prepared...which reminds me of the admission essay I need to write yet I'm playing n blogging here... argghhh, too lazy to write an essay... a MALAY essay is wayyyy harder than English... oh, oh... I forgot to mention what course I got... I got Pengajian Bahasa Inggeris SRJKC... why Sekolah Cina? dont ask me... I just click English... and I dont mind any school as long I got the position!!!

yurps.... I need to go now....I hv essay to do.... please friends...pray for me.... I need this... I hope I nailed the interview!!!!


See ya... Love you mwah mwah!!


X.O.X.O

Sharing Informations About Health

HEALTH IS WEALTH 

Health - Very Very Important Tips

--Answer the phone by LEFT ear.

--Do not drink coffee TWICE a day.

--Do not take pills with COOL water.

--Do not have HUGE meals after 5pm.

--Reduce the amount of OILY food you consume.

--Drink more WATER in the morning, less at night.

--Keep your distance from hand phone CHARGERS.

--Do not use headphones/earphone for LONG period of time.

--Best sleeping time is from 10pm at night to 6am in the morning.

--Do not lie down immediately after taking medicine before sleeping.

--When battery is down to the LAST grid/bar, do not answer the phone as the radiation is 1000 times.

Forward this to those whom you CARE about!

Here are some healthy tip for your smartness & physical fitness. Prevention is better than cure.


Oh....check this out......
The Organs of your body have their sensory touches at the bottom of your foot, if you massage these points you will find relief from aches and pains as you can see the heart is on the left foot.

Typically they are shown as points and arrows to show which organ it connects to.

It is indeed correct since the nerves connected to these organs terminate here.

This is covered in great details in Acupressure studies or textbooks.

God created our body so well. He made us walk so that we will always be pressing these pressure points and thus keeping these organs activated at all times.

So, keep walking...

According to a Japanese institute that does research on blood types, there are certain personality traits that seem to match up with certain blood types. How do you rate?

TYPE O You want to be a leader, and when you see something you want, you keep striving until you achieve your goal. You are a trend-setter, loyal, passionate, and self-confident. Your weaknesses include vanity and jealously and a tendency to be too competitive.
آ
TYPE A You like harmony, peace and organization. You work well with others, and are sensitive, patient and affectionate. . Among your weaknesses are stubbornness and an inability to relax.
آ
TYPE B You're a rugged individualist, who's str aightforwa rd and likes to do things your own way. Creative and flexible, you adapt easily to any situation. But your insistence on being independent can sometimes go too far and become a weakness.
آ
TYPE AB Cool and controlled, you're generally well liked and always put people at ease. You're a natural entertainer who's tactful and fair. But you're standoffish, blunt, and have difficulty making decisions.

KNOW ABOUT THE BENEFITS OF HAVING FRUITS AND VEGETABLES

Fruit Benefit Benefit Benefit Benefit Benefit آ
Apples Protects your heart prevents constipation Blocks diarrhea Improves lung capacity Cushions joints آ
apricots Combats cancer Controls blood pressure Saves your eyesight Shields against Alzheimer's Slows aging process آ
artichokes Aids digestion Lowers cholesterol Protects your heart Stabilizes blood sugar Gua rd s against liver disease آ
avocados Battles diabetes Lowers cholesterol Helps stops str okes Controls blood pressure Smoothes skin آ
bananas Protects your heart Quiets a cough Strengthens bones Controls blood pressure Blocks diarrhea.

DRINK WATER ON EMPTY STOMACH
It is popular in Japan today to drink water immediately after waking up every morning. Furthermore, scientific tests have proven a its value. We publish below a description of use of water for our readers. For old and serious diseases as well as modern illnesses the water treatment had been found successful by a Japanese med ical society as a 100% cure for the following diseases:

Headache, body ache, heart system, arthritis, fast heart beat, epilepsy, excess fatness, bronchitis asthma, TB, meningitis, kidney and urine diseases, vomiting, ga str itis, diarrhea, piles, diabetes, constipation, all eye diseases, womb, cancer and men str ual diso rd ers, ear nose and throat diseases.

METHOD OF TREATMENT

1.. As you wake up in the morning before brushing teeth, drink 4 x 160ml glasses of water .....interesting

2. Brush and clean the mouth but do not eat or drink anything for 45 minutes

3. After 45 minutes you may eat and drink as normal.

4. After 15 minutes of breakfast, lunch and dinner do not eat or drink anything for 2 hours

5. Those who are old or sick and are unable to drink 4 glasses of water at the beginning may commence by taking little water and gradually increase it to 4 glasses per day.

6. The above method of treatment will cure diseases of the sick and others can enjoy a healthy life.

The following list gives the number of days of treatment required to cure/control/ reduce main diseases:

1. High Blood Pressure - 30 days

2. Ga str ic - 10 days

3. Diabetes - 30 days

4. Constipation - 10 days

5. Cancer - 180 days

6. TB - 90 days

7. Arthritis patients should follow the above treatment only for 3 days in the 1st week, and from 2nd week onwa rd s - daily.

This treatment method has no side effects, however at the commencement of treatment you may have to urinate a few times.

It is better if we continue this and make this procedure as a routine work in our life.

Drink Water and Stay healthy and Active.

This makes sense .. The Chinese and Japanese drink hot tea with their meals ...not cold water. Maybe it is time we adopt their drinking habit while eating!!! Nothing to lose, everything to gain...

For those who like to drink cold water, this article is applicable to you.

It is nice to have a cup of cold drink after a meal. However, the cold water will solidify the oily stuff that you have just consumed . It will slow down the digestion.
Once this 'sludge' reacts with the acid, it will break down and be absorbed by the intestine faster than the solid food. It will line the intestine. Very soon, this will turn into fats and lead to cancer.. It is best to drink hot soup or warm water after a meal.

A serious note about heart attacks: Women should know that not every heart attack symptom is going to be the left arm hurting.
Be aware of intense pain in the jaw line.

You may never have the first chest pain during the course of a heart attack..

Nausea and intense sweating are also common symptoms.

60% of people who have a heart attack while they are asleep do not wake up.

Pain in the jaw can wake you from a sound sleep. Let's be careful and be aware. The more we know, the better chance we could survive...

A cardiologist says if everyone who gets this mail sends it to everyone they know, you can save a person's life!!

X.O.X.O

Healthy Juices

I LURVEEEEEEEEEE JUICES...

especially Orange Juice and Watermelon + Lime Juice.... Yummy......
but I hate Carrot Juice and Apricot Juice... I dont know why people love it so much...but I hate it... eeeeeeeyukkkssss!!!

Fruits is very good for you... i contains vitamins that can make our body healthier and fresh all day long... I wished I can have orange juice every morning....but time is so limited for me to make some for myself.....Can I just take Twister Orange for substitute? huhuhuhu.... its not so healthy la... bak kata Aqeela, ada preservative.... huhuhuhuh

Let's share what kind of mixture juices is great for your health...

1. Carrot + Ginger + Apple - Boost and cleanse our system.

2. Apple + Cucumber + Celery - Prevent cancer, reduce cholesterol, and eliminate stomach upset and headache.

3. Tomato + Carrot + Apple - Improve skin complexion and eliminate bad breath.

4. Bitter gourd + Apple + Milk - Avoid bad breath and reduce internal body heat..

5. Orange + Ginger + Cucumber - Improve Skin texture and moisture and reduce body heat.

6. Pineapple + Apple + Watermelon - To dispel excess salts, nourishes the bladder and kidney.

7. Apple + Cucumber + Kiwi - To improve skin complexion.

8. Pear + Banana - regulates sugar content.

9. Carrot + Apple + Pear + Mango - Clear body heat, counteracts toxicity, decreased blood pressure and fight oxidization .

10. Honeydew + Grape + Watermelon + Milk - Rich in vitamin C + Vitamin B2 that increase cell activity and str engthen body immunity.

11. Papaya + Pineapple + Milk - Rich in vitamin C, E, Iron. Improve skin complexion and metabolism.

12. Banana + Pineapple + Milk - Rich in vitamin with nutritious and prevent constipation

Yummy... after these, maybe I can try mixture No. 6.... other mixture have Carrot, Bitter gourd (WHAT IS THAT? yukks!) and MILK!!!! takmoooooo....

oh.... I suker  Sunkiss punyer FO gak.... takper la...doc suruh minum ribena...minum jer...utk vitamin C gak.... huhuuh




X.O.X.O
 
 

Mimpi Mengerikan..

Hari ni bangun awal giller.....
despite that I'm not working today as Canon dh awal2 umumkn cuti awal utk Deepavali... (eceh, sbnrnyer mmg calendar dh maktub rest day 1 day be4 perayaan day...) SAYA MASIH BANGUN PUKUL 6.

KENAPA?

CUZ I'M HAVING A BAD DREAM... A NIGHTMARE!!!

NO... its not about antoooo.... or accident.... its about my husband...


why I said its a NIGHTMARE? cuz the dream is scarier than a ghost dream...
I rather dream about ghost than repeating the same dream I had just now...

I dream that we (as me and hubby) were divorced.... (Masyaallah,mintak dijauhkan)...


than, I found out that he was with my friend... a lot younger and prettier and ''MANJA'' lil bitch.....


she was lowever, Iike soooooo IN LOVE and wont want to share about the details with us, her friends... however, I did caught her with hubby when we planned to go for a picnnic at some beaches and she bring along her so-called new and madly in love BF which surprisingly was HUBBY!!!

OMG, I was like so down and sad... and he was so shock and tried to win me back...


he said that the only reason he with that girl is because he felt so lonely and the girl was just like me... only NOT me... but, he insist that he loves me so much and dont want to be with her... it was so .... I dont know... donno how to describe it.... but it was scary and I wake up after she scream to us as she heard our conversation and saw hubby hugging me... and she became this scary monster wanted to took hubby away....


hahahahaha...the scary monster part is hillarious.... eventhough it did make me wake up from my sleep...


kepala gue stress ni kot...penat sgt dgn keje...mimpi pon ngarot2... tp sgt kelakar terus call hubby and wake him up for Subuh and simply told him how much I love him.... I dont know how is my life without him... gaduh2 gak... tp sayang oiiii.... I love him so much.... I cant bare thinking of him with any other bitches... he's only mine.... gua boleh berbunuh sbb dia tau... huhhuhuhu...


eh...smlm ada evaluation interview utk bonus n increment....
boss said that I was very good n hv strong point with PC Applications and good in English.... thanks boss.... she was a bit surprised that a local university grad can speaks good English... hahahhaa, what is that supposed to mean? HOWEVER, I am lack with SOCIAL INTERACTION with other departments... I need to be more sociable and get exposed with other depts in order to make my work easier.... sure, I will brush up on that... just like my senior, Kak Nizam...


hey, while I was looking for pictures to tempek in this entry, I found this funny angry wife letter to her cheating husband.... read it...very funny... toodles... till next entry... I want to help mum cooking for our picnic today...

X.O.X.O

Talipon Tangan = Hand Phone

Mari bercakap tentang ini....

I'm damn sure nowadays everyone have at least 1 of these.... no matter how much its price, its function and its design.... its no longer something that you want to have but its now something that U NEED TO HAVE!!!

Some people that think its only a necessity item and dont bother about the function as long it can be used to connect with other people through phone n sms but dont want to spend more on it might have this kind...

 

or

Those who want to be a bit fancy with their phone and dont mind spending A BIT of the $$$, might use type like this.... (see how many I put the sign $$? huhuhu)

And for those who gadget freak and dont mind at all to ikat perut n spend like thousands RM/$$$$ will use these types of hp....

And I'm the second type.... want to be up-to-date, but not willing to spend extra $$$$ just to buy something that wont last long and will gradually changed according to the trend... I rather buy a car or a house or maybe for gadget another Lens for my DSLR or a MAC Pro than buying an IPhone (eventhough I'm dying to have it for FREE...bleh ker? hahahahaha)


Oh...back to the issue ....


what is this?


its a HANDPHONE... Talipon Tangan for direct translation, and Telefon Bimbit for the right terms....

and why do I rambling about this?

Because....................


I HATE WHEN I'M IN A HURRY AND EMERGENCY NEED TO CALL THIS PERSON... AND AFTER I TRIED LIKE THOUSANDS OF TIME.. HE DIDNT PICK UP....


AND THE REASON HE GAVE ME....


I LEFT MY PHONE IN THE ROOM... I'M IN THE MIDDLE DOING MY ASSIGNMENT OUTSIDE THE ROOM WITH MY FRIENDS...


SO WHAT? DO  I LOOK LIKE I CARE?


IT'S A GOD DAMN HANDPHONE!!!!


IT SUPPOSED TO BE BY UR SIDE ACCEPT YOU WERE DOING YOUR BUSINESS IN THE TOILET OR PRAYING OR ANYTHING ELSE THAT PROHIBITED TO BRING UR HP!!!


ITS SUPER ANNOYING AND HURT MY HEART AND MAKES ME SO GOD DAMN ANGRY WHEN ITS SOMETHING EMERGENCY CAME UP AND I COULDNT CALL THAT PERSON!!!!


SOMEMORE.... HEY MAN!!! YOUR WIFE IS SICK!!! 

ANYTHING COULD HAPPEN YOU KNOW???? NOT THAT I'M PRAYING FOR MY OWN BAD... BUT CANT YOU REALISE THAT? CANT YOU JUST BE MORE RESPONSIBLE AND ALWAYS ALERT WITH THE PHONE? HOW IF SOMETHING BAD HAPPEN AND ANYONE COULDNT  GET TO CALL YOU BECAUSE YOU HAVE STUDY GROUP AND YOU LEFT YOUR PHONE EVERYWHERE-GOD-KNOWS????????


URGGHHH.... i'm so angry.... but I couldnt tell him that I'm angry coz I'm too sick to YELL!!! I just can yell on writing!!!

oh...oh.... I changed my blog layout...but it seems so WRONG.... I've lose it..... I lost my creativity.... urghh... I'm too sick to think creatively now... what a good excuses....


huhuhuhuhuhu....








X.O.X.O


 
  

Another test for me....

Hai....

lamer dh tak menulis di blog yer...
bukan setakat bersawang dh ni...ni dh berulat2, dh jd mcm rumah Nangnak lak pulak kn...
hahahahaha


urm...ckp psl dugaan...test....
since berumahtangga,mcm2 dugaan dtg... takder la kater selalu dugaan jer...most of it is happiness la... tp dugaan tu selalu dtg, cemburu dgn my happiness....

satu2nyer dugaan yg tak pernah hilang adalah dr DIA....


He.....
the person from my past....the man that I used to love before....
the past one... who cant admit that he is my past... and I'm happy with my current n future....

He called me again and grumbling about the same thing on and on...
he wants me back... he sacrificed everything to be with me....
he can give more than what hubby gave me now... bla..bla...bla...

how many times do I have to tell him that I wont leave my husband? not for a guy like him....
he cant be a good husband nor a good dad...
if he is... his x-wife wont cheat on him with his own good friends...
if he is a good daddy... he wont keep chasing me and ignore his own blood....

he read this words  to me....
just to convince me how much he loves me... and I really found it ridiculous!!!
He said it is a part of a songs' lyric... I dont know what lyric... n dont give a damn to know....

For the rest of my life
I`ll be with you
I`ll stay by your side honest and true
Till the end of my time
I`ll be loving you.loving you
For the rest of my life
Thru days and night
I`ll thank Allah for open my eyes
Now and forever I...I`ll be there for you

urghh...how many times do I hv to explain... I only love my husband right now... he is just a friend to me...


cant he just understand me.... I hv begun to annoyed with him..... I hate being pushed like this.... 


I feel wrong ... I cant do this anymore.... he just cannot be my friend anymore.... NO MORE....


P/S: blog saya amat semak kn? I think, it need a MAKEOVER.... wait for it!!!!

























X.O.X.O
 
 

Ibubapa yg GEDIK atau Anak yg terlebih MANJA?

 

Regards....

Melayu jangan lupa diri

SETIAP daripada 54 tahun sejarah kewujudan Universiti Teknologi Mara (UiTM) adalah merupakan suatu perjuangan menonjolkan imej positif dan peranan utamanya kepada umum. Sehingga ke hari ini pun perjuangan itu diteruskan.

Dari sebuah dewan latihan pada 1956 dan kini menjadi salah sebuah universiti utama negara, sudah banyak perubahan yang berlaku kepada universiti ini, namun falsafah asalnya masih sama dan tidak berubah.

Universiti ini masih percaya bahawa anak-anak Melayu dan bumiputera kita, di sebalik latar belakang kekurangan dan kemiskinannya, jika diberi peluang untuk belajar, mereka mampu untuk bersaing dengan mana-mana kaum, dan mampu mengubah nasib keluarga mereka serta destini bangsanya.

Dalam sejarah 54 tahun itu juga, UiTM telah melahirkan hampir 400,000 graduan yang kini mengisi keperluan tenaga profesional di seluruh pelosok negara. Ramai juga yang telah berjaya menjadi peneraju kepada industri di dalam mahu pun di luar negara.

Sewaktu para graduan ini menjadi pelajar, soal keselesaan tempat tinggal dan keenakan makan minum bukanlah menjadi utama mereka, begitu juga ia bukan agenda utama universiti. Apa yang diutamakan ialah graduan yang dilahirkan adalah berkualiti, penuh keinsafan tentang keperluan bangsanya serta mampu berdikari dalam kehidupan masing-masing.

UiTM telah membuktikan, walaupun dalam kekurangan tempat tinggal yang selesa, kualiti graduan yang dikeluarkan adalah bermutu tinggi. Justeru, saya agak risau apabila ada segelintir ibu bapa sekarang yang merungut secara terbuka tentang ketidakselesaan tempat tinggal anak mereka semasa belajar di UiTM.

Namun, bagi pihak pengurusan UiTM, kita memang telah menjangka akan timbulnya rungutan sebegini. Ini adalah kerana, di dalam usaha UiTM mempercepatkan penambahan cerdik-pandai bumiputera, banyak pihak terpaksa berkorban keselesaannya.

Berdasarkan pencapaian UiTM selama ini pihak kerajaan telah memberi kepercayaan penuh kepada universiti ini untuk meningkatkan enrolmen pelajar melebihi 200,000 orang menjelang 2015. Jumlah terkini pelajar UiTM adalah 172,000 orang yang kini belajar di seluruh sistem UiTM di setiap negeri. Walau pun pelajarnya ramai, pihak ibu bapa tidak perlu risau tentang kualiti pendidikan anak-anak mereka kerana UiTM tidak akan sekali-kali mengabaikannya.

Secara umum dan kasarnya, jika dibanding pelajar dahulu dan sekarang, keselesaan pelajar-pelajar dahulu memang lebih teruk dan daif, tetapi mereka berjaya dalam pencapaian akademik mereka.

Pada pandangan saya, kejayaan seseorang dalam suasana serba kekurangan itu akan lebih bermakna jika berbanding dengan sesuatu pencapaian yang didapati dalam suasana mewah dan mudah.

Apabila seseorang graduan UiTM yang kini telah berjaya menoleh ke belakang ia akan menghargai pahit getir yang pernah dilaluinya. Mereka akan menjadi seorang insan yang bersyukur. Insya-Allah, jika kita semua bersabar dan berpandangan positif, segala susah payah itu jugalah yang akan menjadi pengajaran berguna kepada mereka yang mahu belajar.

Kita sedar, perubahan telah banyak berlaku. Pihak pengurusan UiTM dan ibu bapa berkongsi hasrat yang sama iaitu mahukan siswa-siswi kita mempunyai suasana tempat tinggal dan juga pembelajaran yang sempurna. Kesusahan yang dialami kini hanya bersifat sementara, kerana usaha berterusan sedang dijalankan untuk menambah kemudahan, terutamanya penginapan di seluruh sistem UiTM.

Pihak UiTM tidak menafikan wujudnya kesesakan terutamanya pada minggu-minggu pertama pengajian. Tujuan UiTM memaksimumkan pengajian pelajar untuk tinggal di kolej-kolej kediaman adalah untuk meminimumkan jumlah pelajar menyewa di luar kampus.

Dalam suasana kesesakan kampus seperti di UiTM, ibu bapa mesti sedar yang kemudahan yang diberi adalah percuma. Maka itu kita janganlah terlalu cerewet tentang sedikit kekurangan yang mungkin timbul. Malah kita perlu bersyukur kerana masih ramai siswa yang tidak mendapat tempat.

Saya mengesyorkan agar ibu bapa yang mampu menyewa rumah di luar kampus untuk anak-anak mereka untuk berbuat demikian. Ini adalah supaya pihak UiTM boleh memberi tempat yang kosong itu kepada pelajar-pelajar yang amat memerlukan.

Dalam pengamatan dan pengalaman saya menguruskan sebuah universiti seperti UiTM ini, ramai orang kita yang lupa tanggung jawab kita bersama sebagai orang Melayu. Dalam keadaan kita senang, kita lupa akan keperluan orang lain dan kita lebih mementingkan diri sendiri. Perasaan sebegini mestilah dihapuskan.

Orang Melayu mesti sanggup berkorban demi untuk pembangunan bangsanya. Kita perlu bersatu dalam banyak hal. Orang yang berada mesti bantu yang berkurangan agar bangsa kita akan sama-sama naik mencapai puncak kecemerlangan.

Ibu bapa juga mungkin tidak menyedari yang peranan UiTM bukan sekadar mendidik pelajarnya sahaja. Sebaliknya tujuan yang tersirat pula adalah untuk meramaikan golongan berpendidikan tinggi dari kalangan kaum bumiputera di negara sendiri.

Mungkin ibu bapa juga tidak sedar bahawa hanya 30 peratus daripada jumlah pelajar yang memasuki universiti di negara ini terdiri dari kaum bumiputera. Cuba bayangkan jika tiada UiTM ini, atau jumlah pelajar yang diambilnya diperkecilkan, apakah yang akan terjadi kepada anak-anak bangsa kita?

Maka itu, janganlah kita lupa siapa kita dan siapa bangsa kita.

"Rakyat Didahulukan, Pencapaian Diutamakan". Itulah slogan yang sentiasa dipegang dan dijunjung oleh pengurusan UiTM.

Kerana mendahulukan rakyat, UiTM mengambil ramai pelajar agar lebih banyak peluang diberikan kepada pelajar-pelajar Melayu dan bumiputera yang telah lulus dengan baik di peringkat SPM/STPM/Diploma.

Seandainya UiTM mengurangkan pengambilan pelajar maka terjejaslah peluang pengajian tinggi kepada anak-anak Melayu dan bumiputera.

Perlu diingat bahawa kewujudan UiTM ialah untuk memberikan pendidikan agar bangsa Melayu dan bumiputera berada pada kedudukan ekonomi yang seimbang dengan bangsa-bangsa lain. Kerana itulah, UiTM seboleh mungkin menawarkan tempat kepada mereka untuk menimba ilmu.

Mundurnya bangsa Melayu ialah kerana kita tidak bersatu, bukan kerana tiada tempat untuk tinggal. Kita tidak mahu melihat ada bangsa Melayu sendiri yang tidak mahu melihat lebih ramai anak bangsanya berjaya bersama UiTM.

Saya berharap, pelajar-pelajar yang mendapat tempat belajar di UiTM, belajarlah dengan bersungguh-sungguh, kerana pencarian ilmu saudara-saudari adalah satu perjuangan mengubah destini anak bangsa. Jadikan susah payah kini sebagai motivasi utama pendorong kejayaan untuk masa hadapan.

Datuk Prof. Ir. Dr. Sahol Hamid Abu Bakar

Naib Canselor UiTM